Unsatisfactory

Im a failure

I hate to upset you

Really

I really wish I can try my best to show you

I will make you proud of me

Nothing is more important than that

I will take it seriously

Exams limited everything of mine

When the time I see my results just merely a satisfactory
 I will blame myself
I think I do not deserve happiness

I know you wont like me to over screwed myself  here

Show me I can !

Please ! 

I know I can !

I can do better than this !

C'mon !

Give me my life back !

Please let me be the one I supposed to be !

My heart is bleeding

I know

I will bear every single consequence